2003-12-13 at 9:41 p.m.
I think that you are going to look back on this one day and regret absolutely everything. Realise it's not worth it. Not worth losing everything. Not when everything is so good for you.
This isn't the usual non-big deal thing? I don't think you quite realise just how much you're doing. Just how much you are losing. Bit by bit, slowly, yet surely everyone will slip away. Back away, leave you. Its ashame, because no one wants to, everyone loves you so much. So much that I'm jealous. Jealous that not a single person feels like that towards me.