2004-02-06 at 7:55 a.m.
I was just guessing numbers and figures, pulling the puzzle apa-art.
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me. Oh, it's such a shame for us to part.
When you get to that place in your mind, that you know you definitely don't want to be, what exactly do you do? What can you do when that place in your mind that you have just arrived at is so confusing, makes you feel insane, worthless. What do you do? It makes the most simplest of situations so complicated, and it is uncontrollable. You slowly begin to snap at everyone. Seeing not the good, but the worst in everyone, despite your reassurance that they are not those things. Cursed miss opportunitys.
It's slowly, when you get to that point when you just want to scream "I'm a person too y'know !" What good would it do now? Bonds between people are going in places I never wanted them too. Feeling closer to the people I never wanted to, and yet feeling distant from the ones that I thought mattered the most, or maybe it's just me building a barrier, again.
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