2004-02-27 at 10:36 p.m.
I've done nothing but sigh at myself lately. When I sit there and think back of everything I said to people, I can't help but sigh.
It's really confusing trying to decide what I want with everything, and decisions which I am not ready to make are being made. I don't know how to treat you all, it all feels so weird to me, I can't help but push you away, especially when the same old scenario arise all the time.
It is nice to have memories, especially the ones you have, but I'd rather not have memories.
I want out ! Let me out ! Let me get the fuck out, now.
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