2004-03-31 at 11:00 p.m.
I can't stand being in this place. I look for the answers in your eyes, in your arms, and sometimes I think I temporarily find them, maybe just to please myself, but really, they're not there at all, and I only make them there because I think you are the one that can save me, the one that I thought had saved me so many times before. If you were the one then surely it wouldn't be so hard for you to realise that things aren't right, that we can't be how we want to be the whole we have the person we both like in our life. I wish that maybe they could up and leave and allow us to go back to how we were, because when it's just us, we are great. We are so great I expect people to be jealous of us, but you won't allow it. I had you once, and I let you go, it was my fault. Someone else entered.
I never thought I'd hear myself say the words, but I need you. Now.
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