2004-04-05 at 12:13 a.m.
I've tried to deny the fact that its all you, for so long. I try to work out the game you are playing with my mind and heart. It's working. You hurt me. I know thats what you wanted, as some form of revenge. You've done it. It shattered.
You played that song purposefully knowing it would upset me. You ignored me all tonight to rub it in even more so. Have I really been that bad a person? All of this just because of the way I feel.
I'm sorry. I suppose it finally has to be this way, I finally don't have the strength anymore. I'm letting you go. You deserve it, I'm sorry for this torture. Now I just need to let myself go.
Cruel to the eye
I see the way he makes you smile
Cruel to the eye
Watching him hold what used to be mine
Why did I lie?
What did I walk away to find
I... can't breathe easy
Can't sleep at night
Till you're by my side
No I... can't breathe easy
I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air
Curse me inside
For every word that caused you to cry
Curse me inside
I won't forget, no i won't baby,
I don't know why (don't know why)
I left the one i was looking to find
Out of my mind
Nothing makes sense anymore
I want you back in my life
That's all I'm breathing for
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