2004-04-17 at 2:43 p.m.
I'm scared. Of everything. Of everyone. I've never thought of myself of being any where near perfect, and I suppose I'm sorry to you all that I'm not. I wish I could be to avoid everything that makes this life the way it is.
Watching the Lion King made me realise just how much I had lost, and also just how much I have. I have been scared for so long of being happy, scared of forgetting. Scared that maybe I would stop caring that you aren't here anymore. Have you forgotten me?
Everything is tumbling down, I've upset a couple of people, and will probably go on to do so to everyone else aswell. I have exams and shows and stuff all piling up, none of them the slightest prepared.