2004-04-20 at 10:27 p.m.
I set my own traps and let myself fall into them, with the massive metal bit thumping down hard on my head, and my heart.
I feel really numb tonight. I don't have any feeling...for anything. I'm not happy, I'm not sad, I'm not hungry, I'm not full, I'm not hot, I'm not cold, I'm not confused, everything is not sorted out, I'm not smiling, until I hear my phone, I'm not frowning. How did that happen? Is it a good thing.
Its almost making me cry, and be sick, of the thought of how much of a loser! you are! I never realised it either, but its brilliant. I had such a great time. Thank you. You make this all worth while. You're special.
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