2004-06-19 at 11:18 p.m.
I don't know what it all means.
I saw you and couldn't say anything, all I could do was hide.
It wasn't the same today. Something missing. Something to which seems to have great importance.
I'm not at all good at this. I need something to happen. Something irregular, something different. something un-premeditated, out of routine. To stop this same re-occurance reoccurring. The same things being said, the same reactions, same reasons, same decisions and choices, same situations, same emotions and feelings. I need to wake up, but waking up is realising who you really are, and I don't think I am quite ready to do that.
I am small, and the world is big, everything around me is fast moving. When I'm alone I feel much better, but when I'm around you, I don't feel together.
Rain. Cheeks.
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